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when I was a little girl,my parents divorsed, and both of them left me,from that moment, they have never been standing with me any more,I was so brave that I never gave up myself. luckyly,I always got giid performance in my study. Without my parents' love ever I should say maybe no body care me,I still feel happy,I still like smile but a quiet girl.
with growing up, I became a little melancholy and more quiet in my heart,meantime,what lucky is that I have many real friends from my middle school period,they like me and care me.I thought I would never be alone again. Then I am a big girl who graduated from university with all my friends.we seperated.Time flies away, now,after one year, everyone has her own life and worries,we are eloof now,it's a bad thing.
Recently, I feel like remebering times left behind,I miss my parents, miss myself -that tall little girl,miss my school,miss my friend.Always I ask myself,should I blame my parents,should I blame God?